As I awaken this morning, I am faced with outside stressors trying to make their way through to me. Things that, in many ways, I cannot control. While I feel the distress inside of me feeling as though it wants to make its way out, I recognize I have not worked this hard to react in a habitual way that I no longer desire. A way that doesn’t ultimately align with my higher self.
Slowly and steadily I have moved from such. Slowly and steadily I have worked at reacting differently.
As events unfold, I catch myself AS the observer. I notice how I am feeling all over and what I am choosing to do with it. Yup, I am in control.
This recognition may at times appear very subtle, but as I step away I recognize it is my decision how I wish to respond in this moment and every there after. And so slowly and steadily I continue to make more changes that feel right deep within. Changes that bring me back to a state of love. Mastering such a skill is the reward.
I’ve got this.
Jennifer Picinic, PhD
Certified Spiritual Counselor
July 20, 2015 at 5:44 am
This is some hard stuff for me at times. I really am a loving person but I allow ugliness to surface at times and it gets in the way of the love that is the true me. I know I am in control but it doesn’t always feel that way. I don’t want to feel this anger towards this person but I find these strong feelings over power the love.
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July 20, 2015 at 10:07 am
I’m right there with you. Inner growth IS so very hard. But slowly and steadily we work to become the truer selves that we know already exists deep within. Keep going and be sure to practice self compassion along the way. 🙂
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